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Sunday, April 21, 2019
The Nephilim Explained
Happy Easter everyone, I woke up this morning with a desire to talk about angels once again, and what better day to do this than on Easter Sunday and on the day of the pink moon. The color pink is significant as it represents pure, divine love. All humans carry with them a great capacity of divine love within their hearts, but unfortunately many are closed off from it. It can be tapped into and awakened in a process known as a heart chakra awakening. Simply by mediating, talking to your guides and asking for spiritual help you can awaken your hearth chakra. This is what I did to awaken mine. A soulmate was brought to me and we merged. In that moment, I was cleansed and healed and my ability to feel God's divine love was awakened.
But that's not the topic today, we are going to talk about the angelic hybrids again. Many refer to them as the Nephilim. In the bible, it is said that the angels looked upon women, found them beautiful and mated with them. This is not possible. Angels cannot incarnate on Earth and certainly cannot breed with human women. The vibration of an angel is too high to incarnate into a human body, they simply are unable to do it, even if they wanted to. In my personal opinion, the bible may be referring to some sort of extra terrestrial race, which is indeed going on even today. But I will discuss that later.
As I was told in my dreams, a new type of angel was created with the specific ability to conceal their powers and lower their vibration in order to incarnate on Earth and carry out God's divine will.
An Angel's Motto: "To serve is to love."
A Human's Motto: "To experience is to grow."
All angels, including hybrids are at the mercy of God's will. Any angel that defies God's will will slowly lose their abilities or their powers. This is what happened with my former self. His smaller wings and stature reflected the fact that he was losing his powers. I was also told this in a dream many years ago. To defy God and to turn away from God, drains an angel of their energy. All power in the universe comes from God, or the source. When an entity turns demonic, they turn from God completely and have to resort to draining energy from their victims, usually in the form of lower vibrational energy such as fear, pain, sadness, anger, etc. This is why they are so hell bent on causing as much human suffering as possible.
This is what you experience when you are with a Narcissist or Sociopath. These individuals are demonically possessed or are in danger of becoming demons themselves. They feel as if there is nothing to life but power. They obtain this power high from inflicting pain and suffering and by controlling others. These monsters feel an incredible adrenaline rush when they are able to make someone angry, or make them cry or make them do what they want them to do. It becomes addictive and they feed off of it more and more.
In my life I have dealt with many of these types of people. I sometimes wonder if that's my purpose here. At one point, I wondered if they can be helped. If we fix their brains, will they become good people? It's hard to say. But my only recommendation is to cut these demons out of your life and try to help others that are entangled with them. We can't save the demons, we can only save people FROM demons.
Demons cannot be helped in spiritual terms, they have to be the ones to want to be better, but 99.9 percent of the time, they don't want help. They are too addicted to the lower vibrational energy that they feed off of. This is where the story of Lucifer comes in. Lucifer was supposedly a fallen angel who eventually reigned in Hell due to his Narcissism and desire to be God. It greatly reflects the situation that we are experiencing on Earth with the demonically possessed Narcissists and Sociopaths.
On a side note, when an angel hybrid dies, they return to what looks like the sun. The sun is God. During an NDE, we don't see the tunnel, we are pulled towards the sun. The bible also mentions that the angels see God as the sun. I've had two NDE's in my life and this is what I experienced. I had a really difficult time finding others with NDEs who experienced the same thing. I found later the biblical reference to God being the sun to angels and it just made sense. Also, I found one other person with a similar experience. He may be an Earth angel as well.
In my NDE I became fully aware that I was dead and returned to my body because I had work to do. This is not what you typically see with a human. They become so in awe over the experience and the love that they usually don't want to return. They are also usually highly confused. I did not have any confusion, I knew my body was dead, it was not my time, I had work to do, so I came back. When I came back into my body I heard demonic laughing. I was under demonic attack at that time.
In another dream, the same old man that I see quite often said that angels are highly driven and focused on completing their job or their mission. This fits my personality quite well and my desire to immediately return fits that mold.
Earth angels go against the grind of society. Naturally we are a tad bit rebellious. We see the problems that go along with the herd or group mentality can bring. I think this is why the fallen angels or mischievous angels were chose and reformatted to incarnate on Earth. Herd mentality leads to cult-like worship or following which can lead to terrible atrocities such as mass suicide or genocide such as in Nazi Germany with the Jews. Blindly following a religion is not a good idea either. In the Bhagavad Gita, Krishna (God incarnate) stated to abandon all varieties of religion. He meant it because he saw the issues that man-made religion brought and still is bringing. You do not need church and you do not need religion to worship God.
Sunday, April 7, 2019
Earth Angles - A New Breed of Hybrid Angels
For years now I've been having strange dreams of having angel wings, flying and fighting as an angel against demonic forces. Below are some of my dreams:
First Dream: I was walking in a battlefield where there were these cannons firing and all this smoke. I noticed dark entities flying above. I flew up, drew my swords and killed/destroyed them. After the battle, I went back home and looked in the mirror. I saw that I had wings, but one was broken and they were bloody from battle. When I woke up, I immediately drew what I saw (sorry for the crappy artwork):
Dream #2: I had other angelic dreams after this, but this one stands out. I dreamt that I was a bird flying through a city. As I flew above the people, they were looking at me in shock. I couldn't understand what they were shocked about, so I looked over in the reflections on the building. Instead of seeing a bird, I saw that I was myself, but with wings. I had my arms held behind my back. I immediately landed and started practice fighting with my swords and with my wings. They were like having another set of arms, or at least that is what it felt like.
Latest Dream: I still continued to have these dreams, and it made me start to question what I was. I asked my guides to please tell me what I am. A few days later, I had this dream. I dreamt that I was in heaven and people were telling me about my "Father". They were showing me what he looked like. He had black hair, was shorter than me and had these tiny wings. It was clear though that he was an angel. He was also wearing the same outfit I was, which was this strange blue futuristic looking outfit. I was confused and asked, "Wait, if we all come from God, how do I have a father?" An old man that was there said, "Well, he's not exactly your father, but he is you in a way. He was a mischievous angel (fallen angel?) so god decided to reformat him. He made you, taking the traits from him and giving you new traits. God needed angels that could incarnate on Earth, so he made you. You have unique abilities that allow you to incarnate on Earth." I then saw my birth where I emerged out of water that was in the ground, like a well or something or a hole in the ground. The old man was standing there waiting for me. I then saw that I could hide my wings in order to incarnate on Earth. I also had a designated number and that was 2. Everyone else had higher numbers, so I was confused. I felt it meant that I was the second of my kind created.
After this perplexing dream, I wonder if my prayers have been answered. I also looked around to see if there were other signs to indicate that I could be an Earth Angel, I found this site and answered yes to every single one of these signs:
https://foreverconscious.com/are-you-an-earth-angel-here-are-21-signs
Can't say this is a legit site or list or not, but I found it interesting.
What does this mean if this is true about me? Well it means that a new breed of angel was created by God with a specific purpose, to incarnate on Earth and help humanity directly. Fallen angels were taken and reformatted/recreated and given unique abilities that allow them to incarnate. In a way they are like angel/human hybrids. These angels could be here to help in many different ways. It could be from healing, providing comfort, love and support and fighting demons. Many times I have tried to help the fallen and failed, it is very hard work. But many times strangers have also just approached me and told me their life story. I was always a good listener and sometimes people just need to talk to someone about their issues.
We are in a yuga/era of humanity that is heavily influenced by demonic forces, known as Kali Yuga. I suppose this is why we are here. I've noticed that many many people are demonically possessed, these people are the Narcissists and Sociopaths of the world. These people are beyond help, you can't help demons. The only thing we can do is protect others from them. Expose them, tell your friend or loved one to leave them, help your friend or family member who is being abused to escape from these demons.
The world is going through a change too. I will write about the coming Golden Age in the next blog.
Thursday, December 27, 2018
The Woes of Dating Younger Souls
I'm writing this blog today because on Christmas eve my boyfriend and I of six months broke up after I found out he was still seeing his ex. This happened after he started a fight with me and told me "Merry Fucking Christmas to you too" after all I did was wish him a Merry Christmas. He was angry with me because his (supposedly) ex girlfriend had found out we were dating and that "ruined her Christmas" and he was mad that I had told a mutual friend several months ago that he and I were dating when he ghosted me for several days. I was just trying to find out what was going on at the time. It doesn't make much sense when you read it. Why would he care more about his ex girlfriend's Christmas than mine, the girl he had been seeing for six months and with whom he was even starting to talk about moving in together.
Go to the List of Reasons
I contacted our mutual friend (who happened to be a former cousin of mine, through marriage) and that's when I found out he was still seeing his ex. What's worse is that just a few minutes after the text message he sent me with his angry rant out of nowhere, he texted her "Merry Christmas Eve babe, I love you.".. She was the one who sent me the screenshot of his messages. Right after he bitched at me and tried to ruin my Christmas. He had also gone over to her house right after that too.
We both confronted him over the phone, he got pissed, didn't say anything and forced her out of his house when she went over there later that evening. I felt bad for her as much as I felt bad for myself. Unfortunately he is still talking to her..
A few days later I hear from him again. He apologizes and says that he only meant "I love you" in a platonic way to her and she knows it and that she is lying and is obsessed. I also found out that she was trying to work things out with him, which made me suspicious of her. I thought, ok maybe she really is crazy, why would someone take someone back who is cheating on them?
I believed him and we got back together, he says he's never going to talk to her again. A month or two go by, and suddenly, he is going through some things and can't talk. This goes on for a week before I discover he has changed his Facebook profile picture of him and his ex kissing with hearts over it. WTF? I thought. I called him out on it and he says "Sorry, but I love her." I was pissed. What happened to that just platonic love? Turns out, he was seeing her the whole time. I was just a side chick that he lied to the whole time. He even tried to gaslight me over the phone by telling me that I begged him to be with me, which is completely absurd. Naturally, I lost it and went off on him. His ex then contacts me after I hang up, telling me that I'm pathetic and he was always going back to her and she believed him when he said I begged him to be with me.
First of all, if someone doesn't want to be with me, I respect that. I do not beg or fight for a man. Plus, this guy was definitely below my league and I made an exception. He was morbidly obese, with a crap job and living with his parents. Why would I beg for a guy like that?
A few weeks after I was discarded like trash, he married her. Pretty fucked up if you ask me.
I should have seen this coming. I did his chart but I ignored the negative things I saw it in. His birth chart wasn't nearly as bad as other charts I have seen and had some good qualities in it. I also saw that he was a young soul (Level 3, pink), but I was willing to give it a chance anyway. We had so much in common, we both were nerdy gamers, open minded, spiritual but not religious, artistic (he was a fabulous artist, much better than me), our charts were highly compatible and I eventually fell in love with him (unfortunately).
Our relationship was a bit rocky from time to time and that was because he would get mad at me over something small and then stonewall me (which is a form of emotional abuse). I spent many nights crying over him and apparently so did his other girlfriend of two years. I also found out that he had cheated on his previous girlfriend before her of 12 years with her best friend. So here we see a pattern of behavior.
I handled it much better than I thought I would. I supposed it's because I was already over his games at this point and my dreams were trying to get me to move on, even though I was very resistant to those messages. I also had been weaning off of my anti-depressants, which were helping me with my anxiety and depression, but were making me overly emotional at times and affecting my hormones negatively (I skipped three periods in a row!). I had gotten Ketamine treatment instead before all this too, which has helped.
He is a narcissist. They never change and they all operate from the same manipulative and selfish play book.
So what point am I trying to make here? The point is that if you and your partner are far apart in soul age, the relationship is going to be a struggle. One is always going to usually be more mature, empathetic and compassionate, while the other will tend to be more self absorbed and even narcissistic.
Think of it like this, if you are the older soul, you are dating a person with the emotional and empathetic level of a child. Below I have listed the struggles of dating a younger soul.
Note: When I refer to young souls, I'm referring to souls between the ages of 3 and 4.5 (out of 11), which I have found to display the most narcissism and other personality disorders. Not that I'm saying that they all have these traits, but the odds are higher that they will in this age group. Older souls would be from 6 upward. Level 5 and 5.5 souls can sway back and forth, so it's hard to say for them. Souls between the ages of 1-3 are generally neutral.
Reasons Why it's Hard Dating a Younger Soul
1. The older soul is usually there to help the younger soul with their spiritual development, but they may not always be ready to accept it (most of the time, they are not). Though there is always something to learn, no matter how old of a soul you are, the young soul could be in your life for a reason too (even it if it's just learning to walk away).
2. The younger soul is more self-centered and will have a harder time placing themselves in your shoes whenever they hurt you.
3. The younger soul loves drama, even when they say they hate it (especially when they say they hate it). This is usually a form of a projection and they don't even realize they are the ones stirring up the drama. They want everything to go their way and then get confused and angry when it doesn't.
4. Younger souls want a lot of attention either from you or from others. They are more prone to cheating and looking to have their ego stroked from other women/men.
5. Older souls are looking for a partner in life, someone they both love and can work with towards achieving common goals. Younger souls are looking to have their egos stroked, to have their needs and desires met, or are looking for the "perfect partner" that they have created in their mind that is unrealistic and doesn't exist.
6. Younger souls have a tendency to play mind games in relationships because they haven't had enough life experience to understand the pain and turmoil they are causing to their partner.
7. Younger souls have little to no interested in self improvement. They may say from time to time they want to work on some issues they have, but they never get around to it.
8. Younger souls rarely take advice from anyone, so it's almost impossible to give them your opinion on anything without it falling on deaf ears. Even if you're trying to help them, they don't want your help, typically. They rarely listen to wise counsel or advisers.
9. Younger souls are typically more lazy, they may not help with chores around the house and they may not even want to work and expect you to do everything. They even expect you to put in most of the effort of keeping the relationship together and that can get exhausting after a while.
10. Younger souls tend to be more emotionally and physically abusive and will try to put you down in arguments or just whenever, even when they say they are "joking", they are really just trying to put you down to make themselves feel better.
To determine your soulage or your partner's, use this link (it's free):
http://soulage.hopto.org/
I'm sure I could add more things to this list but if you notice many narcissists exhibit these same traits. These are things to expect from a child, an emotionally underdeveloped person or a spiritually underdeveloped person.
If you are with a young soul in this age group and things are going well, consider yourself very lucky. But if things are not going well, it's because of the maturity factor. Are you really willing to invest your time, energy and love to a person who will never grow up? It takes an incredibly long time and hundreds, if not thousands of lifetimes for a soul to mature and grow to make it to the next level, so don't expect them to make much progress in this lifetime. And if you are dealing with a narcissist, they will never change either. A narcissist is usually a person, for one reason or another (usually from childhood abuse or neglect), who's emotional maturity became stunted early in life. It's brain damage and there is no help or medical treatment available for personality disorders at this moment. They are also demonically possessed. They will reveal this to you in one way or another. One narc actually told me he hopes to be a demon when he dies so he can torture bad people. The last narc I talked about here, liked to look like a demon and wear demonic looking contacts, which I found a bit immature at the time for a 38 year old, but now I realize why.
It's harder as an older soul to find love and we are typically the ones you find who never marry. That's usually because most of the souls on this planet fall into the 1-4.5 range of spiritual maturity so our relationships never seem to work out and we often think that we just have bad luck. Younger souls and narcissists see our compassion, generosity and our trusting nature as a weakness and will often take advantage of us because of it. Younger souls have more of a tendency to put up with the childish behavior from their partner because they play the same games. Older souls do not play games in relationships and are less likely to put up with it. So let the younger souls have each other when they are not ready to progress and learn how to have a normal, stable and loving relationship.
Sunday, October 28, 2018
Tidal Wave Dreams
This is the second dream I had about a Tidal Wave/Tsunami hitting New York. This time I was told that the tidal wave hitting New York will be 30 feet high, but there will also be a massive tidal wave that hits the East Coast of Florida as well as parts of South Carolina or Georgia. This tidal wave will be 50 feet in height. There was also some sort of disturbance in the ocean that caused this but I can't for the life of me remember what that disturbance was.
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